INJECTING CHAOS

Journal Entry

THOUGHTS™️

01–04–2022

︎ Writer: Stew Caldo





I forget what I dreamed about.


But I had a thought early in the morning or late in the night. I considered – do I actually understand my actions day in and day out. Or do I do what's expected and not question it. Not every day was made to be the same for me. The repetitive pattern is so cyclical I become glued to my phone out of boredom. I need just the simple branch off from the timeline – something as simple as spending the morning at a coffee shop before going into the office, or going for a run through the city. Habits are healthy, a pattern can be deadly.


My new approach is to question my day each morning. What is my first response for the day, and how can I inject some chaos into it? I love the idea of "injecting chaos", it causes me to think, solve problems, change the outcome a bit.