ANXIETY

Journal Entry

THOUGHTS™️

05–22–2021

︎ Writer: Stew Caldo




I feel like I haven't been completely honest with myself here recently - maybe out of here that facing certain pains that I endure would make them more real and permanent.


All of the past [REDACTED] – everyday my mind is plagued by the idea of [REDACTED]. And [REDACTED].


And outside of [REDACTED], I constantly think about [REDACTED].


Whether I'm right or wrong, I'm plagued with anxiety. I can't drop that part of my life - my mind is constantly racing thinking about what I'll do if [REDACTED]. It's like a post it note in the back of my mind that I can't avoid – a constant reminder to look over my shoulder.


When does that end God? How do I let this go? I'm not sure how to continue living with this anxiety - nothing feels enjoyable right now.