IS SO SWEET A BAD THING?

Journal Entry

THOUGHTS™️

11–27–2021

︎ Writer: Stew Caldo





I've been putting too much honey in my tea recently. It's one of those things that's hard to measure because of the container it's delivered in. If it were a jar, I could measure spoonfuls. But it's a squeeze bottle – there's many various factors that can effect the amount put out. The strength in which I'm squeezing, the temperature / viscosity of the honey, how fast or slow I make my rhythmic circles as I squeeze it out. That's my one problem this morning; honey.


Looking back on Friday, I still have similar feelings. I'm no longer angry or disappointed, but I am ready to start making a change in the right direction. Work is slowing down at the same time, which is so nice. I want to slow down the way I work and focus on my true ambitions more.


We sent the [REDACTED] to [REDACTED]. Good riddance. I'm so fucking sick of having [REDACTED]. I still can't wrap my head around the fact that [REDACTED]. The affirmations I've been saying when I'm anxious are helping. Reminding myself that God had a plan, and STILL has one. That my business and everything I've built is not at [REDACTED]’s fingertips. And most of all, that money doesn't matter to me.


God give me strength to lead this week without fear. Give me the wisdom and patience to slow down.